One last thing about choosing between studying and comedy is that I’m not very good at my job. I’ve been working at this company for two and a half years and there is still a lot that I don’t understand. Even if I were to become an actuary or get a CPCU designation, it doesn’t matter if I don’t know what I’m doing. So I need to work harder and study harder so that a good safenet can be in place to catch me if I fall while trying to reach my comedy dream.
But enough of this indecisiveness. Of course, I can’t decide right now, but I’m done with this wishy-washy crap. I’ve laid out all the different reasons and issues that have been on my mind and that is enough. I did realize one thing yesterday, and it is that I can’t just do one or the other, as I’ve been doing. The past few years, I would do comedy for a couple of months after an exam, and stop doing it once I started studying again. From now on (or after next week’s exam), I will still go out and do comedy at least once a week or two, no matter how much studying I have to do. And when I don’t have exams to study for, that number would jump to three or four times a week.
Enough of talking about it. Time to do it.
(But I’ll probably still talk about it.)
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